In these days, marked by Covid, political malfunction, social distancing, it might be well to tell you, good reader, how happy my life as a priest has been.
There is of course the happiness of marriage and family life: spousal love, the birth of children and their thousand “firsts” (first step, first word, etc.), holidays, vacations, family nights. Everyone knows these joyful moments.
Did you ever wonder about the secret happiness of a priest? I am convinced that few people know the joys of a priest’s life. I’m sure Fr. John has his list of the happiness of priesthood. Here’s a list of mine.
- The surprising newness of the tools of our trade: the psalms, scripture, the prayers of the sacraments, al- ways seem fresh and full of power to touch and heal.
- The beauty of the liturgical seasons and the “inside” experience priests have of them each year.
- Secret moments just between God and me.
- The deep peace in knowing we were used by God in very specific ways to help a soul that was burdened with sorrow or sickness.
- Watching the beauty of a bride come down the aisle to meet her soon to be husband, and to know our lives as Priest/Bridegroom, point to the Bride yet to come The New Jerusalem.
- Of course the confessional . . . we see the guilt and burden of sin lifted from God’s children. The hope and faith that gets fanned into flame with the words “I absolve you . . .”. (The humble and tender way people speak their sorrow for sin never ceases to touch my heart. “Lord, do you see how much they love you?”, I tell God.)
- The love of God’s people who look at us at times as they would look upon Christ. (Oh how I wish I were as good as your kindness toward me). How touching is your love for the priest.
- The privileged and sacred moment in the pulpit when the living Word of God comes out of you and is received by His people. It’s a holy moment, a goose bump moment.
- To be called “Father” and know it means something very good.
- To have wise old priests, with battle worn faces, light up when they greet you. Their humble lives have been poured out for thousands of people. Now, older and bent, they smile a secret smile. (Fr. John and I love our Saturday night dinners with our brother priests.)
- To see the Paschal Mystery up close. That means: through suffering and death to self, we experience a victory over sin and selfishness . . . and the love of Christ poured into our hearts. I’ve seen this in so many of you in your darkest hour your Faith.
- The collar. I like wearing it; sometimes for the stares it gets.
- Convocation – seeing my fellow priests all together each year with our bishop. Watching the grey hairs grow!! (or have fled entirely!).
- Time. (I love this one). You can use it as you see fit. In a sense there is no “inconvenient time”. The priest’s time is meant to be spent on the people and their needs not a time clock at work.
There are lots more I could mention. (Be sure, of course, there is another list of sad or difficult times for the priest. We all have a list like that). But after 43 years as a priest (Fr. John’s 57!), I can honestly say I’d be a priest again in a heartbeat.
Let me end with a message to our young men. Take a look into your heart. God is calling you to give your life for others. Could it be he’s calling you to be His Priest?
I’m praying for you.
Fr. Tim
